MiseMiFein

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Dearest God and Goddess,

Forgive me for my lack of faith and devotion. I haven't been devout in my meditations and I've strayed from my path of learning. Forgive me. I am now suffering the consequences.

All my clients have flown away. I have no one who is desperate to buy. The only clients I have with hotpants to purchase can't afford a thing. Most of the prospects I talk with are unrealistic and ambivalent about buying. I understand that the market has turned. But surely, there must still be buyers out there who need me. I truly believe that I am the best person to help almost everyone. I truly believe I am on one of the best teams and that my clients get the best service possible. Why is everyone so lukewarm?

Lord and Lady, please help me overcome this. Please help me to be in a better frame of mind so that I can receive more abundance. I am filled with negativity. I feel that everyone is lukewarm and no one wants to buy. Where are all my wonderfuls? Where are my fantastic clients who are ready, willing, and able? Where are my loyal and lovely clients? I feel they've all gone away, but I know it isn't true.

You've proven to me that great things can be done. I had such great success in the Winter months and here it is Spring and things should really be jumping. I know I can do great things. Please help me to be positive and to raise my energy to be even more successful than I have. I want to be Number 2 in my whole office. I'd like to be the Number 1 in my position. I know it's possible. I know it's effortlessly achievable.

I want to serve. I want to help.Please bring me my right clients so that I can create abundance not only for me, but for my clients and my team as well. Help me to be excited about work again. Help me to be in the zone. Bring me back my mojo.

Please help me to forgive all the disloyal clients. I think they're stupid for not working with me. Please help me to see who is my real client and who is not. I only want to work with the people who want me.

God and Goddess, Lord and Lady, Lakshmi and Ganesha, Babaji and Mataji, please help me. Help me to see what is wrong. Help me to hear what is not right. Help me to right the wrongs. Forgive me and help me to forgive those disloyal clients. Help me to forgive my boss for her harsh words and dissatisfaction.

Help me to be confident with clients. Let me have the right words and tone to let them know I mean business and I won't be trifled with. This is my job. This is where I make my money. This is not fun and games.

Thank you, God and Goddess, for all the gifts and blessings you have given me. I know more and more is in store. I am ready to receive. I am ready to surpass all my expections. Thank you for your love. Thank you for your wisdom. Thank you for your gifts.

As above so below. By the Powers That Be, so mote it be. Amen.

by gd * 8:03 PM

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

Happy and Abundant New Year to everyone. 2005 should be a good year for Libras. On February 9th it will become the Year of the Rooster. What will be? I'll post the forecasts for everyone. What else? Solstice was good. I'm very interested in learning some new spells this year. I will post them. I will post it all. I promise.

by gd * 11:32 PM

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Wednesday, March 10, 2004

I am sorry for the lack of blogging. I have been very busy with changing my vocation and setting up my sanctuary. It is now almost perfect. I was able to get the right elements for my altar and now I am happy with it. I went to Illuminations and got a candle holder that looks like a tree branch. I filled the glass votive holder with soil and herbs and put a tea light in it. I got another votive holder there that kind of looks like water. I put sand at the bottom and sea water in it with a floating candle. So I have Air incense, Earth candle, Water candle, and now I need the Fire candle. What for that? I don't know. I'll have to go back to Illuminations today to get the votive screen. I'll see what they have. What represents Fire best if you're already using a candles?

by gd * 11:15 AM

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Sunday, February 22, 2004

I'm sorry to have neglected the blog. It is my intention to put up a page of spells. Would that interest you? I believe so. I will do more spellwork tonight. I will blog consistently.

by gd * 5:08 PM

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Thursday, January 22, 2004

Tonight is the Chinese New Year. It's now the year of the laughing green wood monkey. If you're a snake, this is a great year for you. If you're a rat or a dragon, this is a pretty good year. Everyone else needs to just be cool and let it ride. I'm working on spellwork and challenges. I'm getting ready to put up some recipes soon. Soon. Be patient. Be calm.

by gd * 7:49 PM

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Wednesday, January 21, 2004

It's only Wednesday, but I'm getting my spellwork ready. I need to do a love spell for B, a confidence and employment spell for C, a weightloss spell for M, and tribute spells to the God and Goddess. I've been working with oils a lot and I'm really into it. I want to make a flying ointment, but I'm a little timid. I'll make a little one and put it only on my chest. But that's so near my vital organs, so would it be better to put it on my arms and legs to start out? Advice is what I need, but who can I trust? No one. Quickly quickly I scurry through the maze of whispers. Running quietly I stop for no one, no not even you.

by gd * 8:06 PM

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Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Last night I did a bunch of spell work. I won't actually start any spells until Friday. What would you like me to work on? I'll make a poppet for you. Yes, a nice poppet that looks just like you so I can do whatever I want with you. You know you'd like that.

by gd * 3:25 PM

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